By Rawan Jouda
18 Jan 2026
Gaza is not in the news headlines or much at all here in the United Kingdom. Trump and domestic concerns have stolen the space. But the dreadful Israeli assault on Gaza continues apace, despite the so-called ceasefire. The Gaza Health Ministry reported by 18 January 2026 that at least 449 Palestinians have died and a further 1,264 others been wounded during these attacks. Others are now suffering from Hepatitis A. People need medical care but what happens when there is not enough fuel for the generators? Imagine trying to cope with the needs of people after more than two years of genocidal attacks when so many facilities have been damaged and even now, desperately needed supplies are being blocked by Israel, also in violation of the ceasefire agreement.
This article was originally published by Palestine Deep Dive on Fri 16 Jan 2026.
Thursday morning 15 Jan 2026 in the Nuseirat refugee camp in Gaza was not an ordinary day. It was not the roar of fighter jets that gripped our hearts this time, but a more terrifying sound: the silence creeping from behind the walls of Al-Awda Hospital in our camp. As a resident of this besieged and exhausted camp, I did not need to read the official press release to understand the scale of the catastrophe. The power to the hospital had been switched off.
I went along the road to the hospital, where I normally see people rushing to find a sanctuary for survival. Along the roadsides, sewage water overflowed, a grim reminder of what is causing an invisible enemy which is infiltrating the bodies of my neighbours: Hepatitis A. Upon arrival at the hospital, the massive roar of the generators we had grown accustomed to was gone, replaced by an eerie stillness. I entered through a gate that usually bustled with life, stepping into a reception hall swallowed by gloom, lit only by the faint beams of mobile phone flashlights held by nurses.
In the corners, I saw children whose faces had turned a sallow yellow, as if a premature autumn had struck their fragile bodies. This is Hepatitis A, the “yellow plague” gnawing at the livers of the displaced in nearby tents. They came here seeking a miracle, only to find that the miracle now depends on “litres of fuel” that have been withdrawn. I saw a mother clutching her jaundiced child. His eyes were dim as he stood bewildered before the reception desk, only for a nurse to tell her with profound sorrow: “There is no fuel for the laboratory to run the tests.” In that moment, I realised the true meaning of “slow death”: to have the cure existing just behind a door, but the key, a litre of fuel, held captive behind borders by the Israelis.
I approached one of the mothers who was holding her whimpering child. Her voice trembled as she asked me: “We fled death in the tents only to die here because the power is out?” I had no answer. I simply recorded her words in my journal, which was by now more full of tears than ink. Inside, the air conditioning had been cut. The lifts had stopped working entirely. I saw patients being evacuated from the general and specialised surgery departments in a scene resembling a forced displacement. They had to be moved from their hospital beds because the operating rooms had shut down. As a result of the lack of fuel, more than 50,000 life-saving surgical procedures have been postponed, turning time itself into another weapon against the wounded.
In another dark corner of the maternity ward, a woman was in labour, groaning. The hospital is now forced to prioritise patients among the dying: it shuts down entire vital departments just to get hold of a small generator to light a single bulb over a midwife’s head. Other women in labour are taken to different hospitals, while paediatric admissions are sent to Al Aqsa Martyrs Hospital in Deir al-Balah.
I heard the medical staff whispering about the “black market”. Can the world imagine a hospital that saves lives being forced to hunt desperately for fuel from traders at $12 per litre? This means Al Awda Hospital needs $12,000 every single day just to operate. This is a state-level budget needed by a besieged hospital while international organisations close their operations and offer nothing but apologies. It is an impossible amount for a facility that survived 26 months of relentless bombardment, only to be stabbed in the back by a “fuel siege”. Many medical staff, those who have not left the field for 600 days since the start of the genocide, have been forced into “involuntary leave”.
A new Israeli process of engineered annihilation against Gaza’s Palestinians
What is happening within the halls of Al-Awda Hospital is not a passing fuel crisis: it is a new chilling chapter in Israel’s process of “engineered annihilation,” practised against the Palestinian population in Gaza. Then, while the world was pushing the narrative about “calm” and 2026 heralding a so-called “recovery”, Israel chose to inaugurate the new year with its most lethal move since the start of the aggression: the announcement of a plan to end the international humanitarian presence in Gaza.
This scheme, which aims to expel more than 37 international organisations, first out to be Doctors Without Borders, goes beyond a mere administrative decision: it is a death sentence for our remaining, stricken medical facilities.
We are talking about organisations whose tireless efforts and essential supplies have literally kept us alive throughout more than two years of relentless slaughter and destruction. By expelling them now, the primary goal is to silence international witnesses and strip Al-Awda Hospital and other steadfast institutions of their last chance at survival.
We are facing a process of institutional uprooting aimed at turning Gaza into an uninhabitable space. Israel, which has already banned the United Nations Relief and Works Agency for Palestinian refugees (UNRWA) and attacked many of its facilities, is expelling international organisations in order to complete a war of starvation and annihilation.
We are witnessing a systematic medical strangulation where hospitals are left coping with an explosion of epidemics, with bleeding supplies suffering a 60 per cent deficit. Medical stocks now cover only 10 per cent of the minimum requirements for life in Gaza. All this amidst a shameful international silence.
I left Al Awda Hospital wondering: if the artery of Nuseirat refugee camp has stopped, how much time do we have before the heart of Gaza stops entirely? How cruel is the moment when a doctor is forced to choose which of the dying deserves the least pain, or which life-saving surgeries must be delayed? In Gaza, we have had to learn resilience, but today we discover that resilience can be killed by an empty fuel tank.
Rawan Wajdi Jouda is a Gaza based writer and a translation graduate from the Islamic University of Gaza.